Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Saving Grace


Mom's New Hair Dew


On February 25th, mom had her second chemo treatment. We weren’t really sure if they were going to give her the chemo due to the “flu” symptoms she was experiencing. But she did get to stay for the 6 hour day at the cancer center.

Mom continued to be ill for the next 5 days…she is feeling better today and energized…she cleaned her room, dusted and vacuumed and even washed her bed sheets and covers. She’s taking a nap now!

On February 26th mom asked me to shave the rest of her hair off…It had been falling out fast and hurting in the process. It was very surreal. It was my hands, my shaver that was taking the rest of my mom’s dignity. It was also my hands that were serving my mom. Mom was more beautiful to me in that moment then she had ever been in my whole life…

The Lord gives and takes away. Hair taken away…Holy Spirit given…The road marked with suffering, though there’s pain in the offering…Blessed Be Thy Name…

I hold on to the truth, the truth that Christ Jesus will be the source of my mom’s comfort and strength and He's is mine too.

Worship is a large part of my intimacy with my Jesus and through that He touches me. Last week, Sunday and today has been so emotional. As I sing and praise Him; I am saturated in tears. God will take my mother home someday but I will continue to pour my love on Him and I will open my arms in praise because of His tender mercies and I will lift my eyes to Him in thanksgiving because He never breaks a promise and His words says:


John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

It’s not too late to have salvation, God meets us right where were at, it doesn’t matter what we’ve done. He would of never came to die for us if it was to late and believe me I deserve to rot in hell but God extended His grace on me and He can for you too. Say this prayer with me:

Heavenly Father, I have lived my life for myself. I wanted control, I wanted to do things my way and in my time and without help but Father I realize I don’t have control, I don’t want things my way and I want your help. Please forgive me for I have sinned against You and I have wronged You so many times. I’m sorry. I understand that You sent your only Son Jesus for me and He died for me and He rose again for me. Thank you for your forgiveness. Please help me to change my life for you, help me to be obedient, help me in the way I think and how I act. I need You. I want You to be the leader of my life. In Jesus Name, Amen

If you said that prayer, WELCOME to the family. You are now a child of God. A whole new life awaits you, to learn, to grow, to be transformed for our Savior. Please contact me or someone who has a strong relationship with the Lord so they can help disciple you on your new journey.
Praise The Lord!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Dca0P7w9ZQ
Give Me Jesus

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opMkgyfps4c&feature=channel_page
Pour My Love

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

DEAR MARY JANE, I SIMPLY LOVE YOUR HAIR STYLE!! YOUR A KNOCK OUT!! YOU CERTAINLY LOOK MUCH YOUNGER!! I AM SO SORRY YOU HAD THE FLU. I WILL CALL YOU THIS WEEKEND. ALL MY LOVE SHARON

Tracie & Family said...

Mary Jane- You look awesome!! I'm glad to see a smile on your face! I hope you are feeling better! Miss you lots!

Anonymous said...

P.S. DTVA is Daniel, Tracie, Victoria & Alexander Lautenschlager
I will have to fix the display name!

Anonymous said...

Tracie your so funny! I am going to check out your blog.

Hi Aunt Sharon! I love mom's hair too! Love you Tara

Anonymous said...

Tracie, welcome to blogger world. Let me know if you need any help!

Anonymous said...

Hi Again Tracie, not sure what's going on and why it won't take my name but that anonymous is me, Tara

Anonymous said...

Mom - I love the new hair - you look refreshed and new, maybe it isn't the hair huh?! Maybe it is Jesus! I miss you so much and can not wait to see you this weekend.
Tara - thank you for your blog; I share it with some other believers at work. I miss you so much too and can't wait for Saturday.
Lots of Love - Pam